Oásis

 Oases 

    I guess something is glowing in me to the point of forcing me to close my eyes and keep from opening them on my own, because after knowing everything about myself, this self-knowledge has blinded my eyes with a deep dark red. As if I was in the open sea, not knowing how to swim, drowning in my own despair, the sight of large predators, seeing my current state, were not about to attack, ignored me and walked away. Arriving on land, I walk in the brief oases of someone's deserts. This is how I feel in these moments, I would like people to judge me on better days, facilitating my insertion in their lives.