Caos externo

 External chaos 

    From chaos to chaos, I exist every day holding on to the few steps that slowly lead me to my destiny, I stumble on many and after mists and mists of calm moments, I am kicked from above by the one I trusted the most, today I am the one who most I wanted to be when I was younger, authentic and strong, even though I am the same person that everyone who loves me feared I would become, I still have nothing to lose.